Why life is so painful

Monday 29 October 2012

My destination is India

One fine morning in Zurich, Switzerland. Temperature was -2 degree with heavy snow fall. I just came out of my appartment and thought to roam around to enjoy the snow fall. The green trees and the parked cars were covered with snow as if they were feeling cold and the nature was trying to protect them.
  I take right from my apartment to the railay station on week days and was completely aware of the other locations of that area. So thought of taking left that day to see what else I have around me. It was so cold and I was unable to remove my hands from the pockets of the Jacket. In next 5 mins I was half covered by snow and it was difficult for me to spend more time out side. Any how just went a bit far and then again took right and I reached to the Binz station from where I board my train to office. I just clicked few pictures and returned back to the apartment.

So finally what I enjoyed..I just enjoyed the snow which is an impossible thing in India. First I was cursing myself that why didn't GOD allow me to be a part of this beautiful place for ever. But atlast realized that India is my destination and finally I have to go there to join my family. Our life is restricted with in a limited scope and we should be practical enough to maintain our thinking with in that limit.

Just For you

Monday 2 January 2012

Is it Love ! It is just Shocking To Me!

Dear X….!
How are you? I am fine but I miss you very much! You know I am always waiting for your Msg and calls as you have become a great part of my life! I think of you all the time. I am asking myself is X thinking of me? Is X…. dreaming of me? Life is so short and I do not want to waste it without you! I want to be with you! I want to belong to you only! You are so sweet and nice! I cannot imagine my life without you anymore! I do want to come to you! To walk with you were holding your hand! I want to see your eyes as I think that person's soul is hidden in his eyes. And I want to look deeply in your eyes to understand your soul.

My dear X….!
I miss you very much! You see, I just do not want to be just pen pal for edges. I like your voice very much but it is not enough for me. I need a real man! I hope you understand me. I want to meet you in real life!

To enjoy each others company! Sometimes I think that I am falling in love with you. I know that it sounds strange as I never met you in person but I feel so much to you, and I do not want to lose you! When I think of you, my heart is beating very often and I can do nothing. I know that to be sure in my feelings I have to meet you in person, to look into your eyes, to talk to you, to hold you hand, to bring time with you! I miss you very much! I think of you only!

Only Yours...
Dream-Rajeev